Swell

tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61754782011-04-21T16:27:54.693-07:00SwellLove or the search for love seems like the simple, underlying reason for everything. -juliana theoryanniehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17628754211588307534noreply@blogger.comBlogger3631100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6175478.post-1120249100559281592005-07-01T13:00:00.000-07:002005-07-01T13:18:20.566-07:00

Way To Piss Me Off At Work...I went to work yesterday and right before i take my 15 min break i get a text. When i get into the breakroom i check out the text it's from Chris. At first i'm excited, cause i'm always excited to get a call or a text from him... but when i read it i get pissed. He says the boys want him to go toPB with them tonight. Why that pissed me off as much as it did... i dunno

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I Can't Help It...I'm still doing things that i promised i would stop doing... It relieves me. It makes me feel better... When theres no one to talk to and no one i can vent to i look at at sharp edge. I finally changed the direction from vertical to horizontal... i suppose that means i'm getting better. I dunno.I've been having problems... I suppose you can call them boyfriend problems. I don't

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the future freaks me out...yea... that damn band Motion City Soundtrack did that song... but past that i'm scared. Over the last 8 months i've busted my balls and worked the hardest i've ever worked to make something work... a relationship work. Over the last 8 months i've fallen in love and found the person i've dreamed of since i was a little girl. I found all the characteristics i've always

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"i don't feel like it... it's not you"damn. that sucked. I dunno why, but hearing that just made me feel bad. Cause as much as i know its not me and as much as i believe him... It still feels that way to a certain extent. And i understand that he didn't want to, but i dunno, it just kinda felt like i wasn't wanted or something. I'm over it."You quit too easily"It sucks that i have to try so hard

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A Lot of Tits, A Lot of Ass, and a Lot of Violence...Last night i went to the movies with Chris, Elyse, RD, Celeste, Colin, Mandre, Ben, Darlene, and a bunch of RD's buds to watch Sin City. As always, i went without buying or getting free tickets, i was going to walk in with Chris, like we usually do. I talked to Tre and apparently they sold out all 450 seats in the theater. I got nervous. I knew

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Sitting here...So i'm just sitting here, looking at old posts... The majority of them are about Chris or Chris and me... They're such happy posts, the older ones. How great life is and how wonderful it is to be in love. There are ones about how Chris bought me Cap'n Crunch and how i got a christmas present 3 months early... it was chris... Those type of things. I miss those posts.

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"Since U Been Gone"Here's the thing we started off friendsIt was cool but it was all pretendYeah yeahSince U Been GoneYou dedicated you took the timeWasn't long till I called you mineYeah YeahSince U Been GoneAnd all you'd ever hear me sayIs how I pictured me with youThat's all you'd ever hear me sayBut Since U Been GoneI can breathe for the first timeIm so movin onYeah yeahThanks to youNow I

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depressed...i dunno... lately i've been really sad. Crying a lot for no reason... all at the same time, i have really great moments, where i'm as happy as can be, but one upsetting thing, brings me down... far down. There's things i shouldn't be worrying about, but i end up worrying about these things anyway.... Just thinking about them can get me so upset i end up crying. My eyes have been

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Pobresito...Means poor boy.So, i got a call this morning around 11 from Chris. he had just gotten back from the hotel. I asked him why he sounded all funny, he was sick... like really sick, not drunk sick. So i asked him if he wanted me to come over,he said sure, so i drove over. I got into is room and he was just laying in the covers. I felt his head and he was burning up. I laid in bed with him

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Super Dude's Night Out...Anyway, last night was kinda a pain in the ass. The boys had "Super Dude's Night Out." The girls decided that we wanted to do something together too. By the way, for the past week we've all been having quite a bit of drama and bullshit like that. Anyway... So The boys were supposed to have their thing last night. I ended up getting kinda mad at chris. I was kinda sad that

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I found this poem that i wrote while i was cleaning my house...My LoveFurther seem foreverIn the grand scheme of LifeThe moment is but a pin pointIn this never ending strifeBut Despite what people tell meAbout each moment, event, and timeThese memories will flood throughAnd build upon each rhymeEach kiss will be rememberedEach hug was meant to lastAll the times you held me closelyWill never seem

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"When You Say You Love Me"Like the sound of silence calling,I hear your voice and suddenlyI'm falling, lost in a dream.Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,You say those words and my heart stops beating.I wonder what it means.What could it be that comes over me?At times I can't move.At times I can hardly breathe.When you say you love meThe world goes still, so still inside andWhen you say you

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Give in... or stay strong???So it was a long night, a really horrible morning, and a long day. Still crying here and there, but there are times where i'm okay. I'm constantly thinking about the situation... I think the fact that it's just a break, and not a break-up almost makes it harder to not think about it, cause i'm not sure when he's gonna come back. But, i'm getting through the day, thanks

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third post...i can't seem to control anything thats happening... even myself. i've lost grip. my seatbelt malfunctioned, and i'm in the middle of a collision with life. i can't sleep. i've been trying to keep my eyes shut and fall asleep for the last half hour... either i start to cry... or i just sit there and stare at the inside of my black lid. So i decided to come down and play on the

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addition...You know how it is when u get into such a routine, when something becomes so part of your life, that the smallest diviation is stunning. Your world is thrown in a loop and you don't know where to start, end, go from there. Thats exactly how it is right now. I'm lost and confused and i don't know who or where to look for help. My best friend is not there to help because that is where

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"i look forward to a good cry..."//Sam - Garden Stateso it seems that i've quite possibly had the worst couple days ever... maybe even week... i don't know anymore, i'm so used to be angry and upset that i've lost count. But i have to say today tops them all. I haven't cried so much since i was a little girl, and i didn't know why i was crying. I haven't felt this much pain since the 8th grade,

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Horrible Day...Today was extremely bad. I hated it, it started off bad and will more than likely end bad. Well this morning i woke up and went over to chris's. On the way to chris's some psycho lady in a yellow jeep tried to get me in a fucking car crash. She boxed me in next to a white car while i was behind her. I wanted to get around both of the vehicles; the jeep cause she was crazy and the

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1) First Grade Teacher: mrs. Marco and Ms. Fredrick2) Last word you said: Bye3) Last song you sang: Sublime - Date Rape4) Last person you hugged: Chris5) Last thing you laughed at? Chris and his Would U rather questions6) Last time you said 'I love you'? like 5 mins ago... Chris.7) Last time you cried: Damn that would u rather game.8) What's in your CD player: No Doubt (my room) Mix Sublime CD in

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Monroe..."No one ever told me i was pretty when i was a little girl. All little girls should be told they are pretty..."//Marilyn MonroeSo.... as u can see from the pictures, i got my onroe pierced... also known as a madonna. I went with Chris last night (on our 6 month anniversary)to get it done at BLVD. When i parked i started getting butterflies in my stomach cause i was kinda worried about

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friendships, understanding, and communication...so i've been having a lot of shit going down lately... it hasn't been so kewl. Just thursday, i realized how important communication is. Lack of communication leads to so much, to fights about random little, petty things. It's hard to get through life without being able to say what you feel. And it hurts when you realize that the person you love

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haven't been this sad in a while...I am everything you wantI am everything you needI am everything inside of you that you wish you could beI say all the right thingsAt exactly the right timeBut i mean nothing to youAnd i don't know why...//Vertical Horizon - Everything You Wanthaven't seen the bottom of the gutter in a while... a long long while. I mean, as sad as i was a couple weeks ago (about

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was i outtah my headwas i outtah my mindhow could i've ever been so blindi was waitinging for an indicationit was hard to finddon't matter what i saidonly what i doi never mean to do bad things to youso quiet that i finally woke upif you're sad, then its time u spoke up too//fastball - Out Of My HeadI've never questioned my love for chris. I know i love him. I feel it in my heart, i feel it in

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So don't go away say what you say But say that you'll stay Forever and a day...in the time of my life Cos I need more time yes I need more time//Oasis - Don't Go AwayI was talking to Emily today, about things and people and how life is going. To be totally honest, i've been better. Much better. I've been really upset lately... melancholy, if you will. There are things that i shouldn't be worrying

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You and me We used to be together Everyday together always I really feel That I'm losing my best friend I can't believeThis could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And if it's real Well I don't want to know -No Doubt - Don't SpeakThere are people out there that i'm very very disapointed in. Friends that i expected much more from. People i would think to be much smarter. I guess oiur

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Valentine's DayDespite what everyone might think, Valentine's day with a boyfriend isn't all that much different than without a boyfriend... Yes, there was one big difference, but that comes at the end of the story. So i got to school in the morning, not so excited to see what i had in store for me. While driving in, i saw mr. Paul Nordeen carrying in a bouquet of roses. He waved and smiled, and

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I HATE YOU!How do i say it... I hate my mom. I wish she wasn't my mom. I'd rather not have a mom anymore, than be stuck with the one i got. She hates me, and it's obvious. When ever i do anything, all i get is criticism. I wash my dishes, i do my laundry, i clean my room... criticism. All she does is yell at me for little petty things. She doesn't know how to handle her situations, if its

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I don't like myself very much right now. I ask for too much... and when i give, it seems that i don't give enough.. I do things and expect no reprocutions. I push the limits, just to see how much they can bare before they give in and break. it's like, i feel that if its truely love, there are no limits, no bounds, and no consequences... i'm horrible. i'm horrible. i'm horrible...

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Being a bitch... I've come to the conclusion that life is too harsh to not bitch at every single person and every single thing that gets in my way. The world is ruled by the beautiful, the rich, and the successful only because the mediocre, the people like me, decide that thats okay. Well i say, why the hell not bitch at those who stand at the top of the mountain looking down at me, as if i'm

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Cold and frosty morning There's not a lot to say About the things caught in my mind... //Oasis - Don't Go Away There's a lot of shit stuck in my head and i keep running it over and over through my mind... and i can't seem to find enough words to express what i'm feeling. It's like, the problem seems unfixable mostly because i can't seem to formulate the problem into words.

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I Wish... Sometimes i wish that i could make u happy. I wish that i could be everything u want and more. I wish that i was ur perfect girl. I want to be the girl that ur proud of, the one you want show off to all your friends.

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the words, I Love You... So i picked up Chris from work today, as i do a lot. I like to see him, whenever i can. He makes me smile, thats why i dont mind picking him up and dropping him off, even if i only get to be with him for 20 mins or so. Anyway, we were driving and talking and he made fun of me, cause i was being myself... hehe.. and he just said i love you, like... I love u despite ur

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update hmm... whats been happening... Well i'm starting second semester tomorrow. I'm not amazingly excited about it, but at least i have 5th &6th period off. Not too bad, i suppose... getting outtah school everyday before 12, don't mind that one bit. I'm actually excited to get outtah school extra early... haha... anyway. Chris and i are awesome... I love him so much, things couldn't be better.

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You make me complete Wow, it's been a while. I'm so addicted to myspace, i keep forgetting about this place... my home away from home. Anyway... things have been going alright. I suppose. My parents and me haven't been in any big fights or anything, but its not like we're tight at all. i kinda just live in the house and obey my cerfew. Everythings good. So i'm very much in love with Chris.

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three things... THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Antoinette 2. Annie 3. Hey you! THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. Toobadimbrown 2. greenizswell 3. ankneekid THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. Outspoken 2. Not afraid of consequences 3. Self-pride THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. My uneven skin tone 2. self-conscience 3. sometimes i'm too rebelious and don't think before i act THREE

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U know whats worst... ..then being mediocre??? being inferior to that... and it it doesn't matter how stupid and petty it might be, its just disheartening to think that you're not good. It's disapointing to hear, "it's okay" or "that was fine."

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I love my boyfriend... he bought me 3 boxes of cap'n crunch (cause it was 3 for $5) and milk... he's so nice to me. i love him.

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Damn, i'm sleepy... Today was ridiculous... The rain was crazy! there was a whole lot of it and it was blowing in every which way! It sucked, my face was all madd cold and wet. It was one of those days that i felt like i was going to get sick... well sicker. This morning, before leaving the house, i decided to take some cough medicine so i wouldn't be coughing all over my friends and classmates

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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... Me and my play pal had fun tonight. We were such dorks. Chris and i were being stupid and i made a really ugly noise and he mimicked me. Then we held a contest as to who could hold the ugly noise longer. The ugly noise sounded like a held out, nasal, EEEEE. hehehe. it was funny. Being sick, i did very poorly. i got 47 seconds while chris got a 1.01

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Tired... I'm super duper tired... i even went to bed really freaking early, like 9:30... i dunno, i feel really worn out, like i need a day to just lay in bed and do nothing. I think i'm getting even more sick. I keep coughing and it's giving me a headache. In Ms. Mellon's classroom i had a little asthma attack, but i controled my breathing after a little bit. My nose was an issue, i tried to

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rainy day blues... i'm sad. so very very sad. And of course i can't really pin point the source right now. I probably wont for a little while. i might not ever... but right now i'm just melancholy. Maybe its the weather and the rain and stuff. I was at Franco's today cause it was azsalee's birthday party. Everyone came by and stuff and after a while i just got worn out. That and sometimes i just

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shoot me... i'm stuck in this hell hole for life. theres no getting out. somebody, please, please, save me.

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cut me a break... i have to go back to school tomorrow... DAMN IT!!!

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Winter Memories...

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Two Additions... I've got two additions to my Xmas Wishlist... An IPod (or a mini... whatever, they both work) and Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness by the Smashing Pumpkins

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Music... and all it's memories... So i went to the store and got gas and all of a sudden i wanted to listen to some david Bowie and i remembered there was a CD that Chris put in my car to listen to. Whats sooooo funny is that all of his CDs are SOOOO random, this CD that has Orgy and David Bowie also has American Idol (Kelly Clarkson) tracks, Trance/Techno/Swedish House, Oingo Boingo and Blood

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tired... I went to chris's house yesterday around, i dunno what time. I asked for a Nyquil and took it. I ended up taking a nap at his house for a while. He woke me up to tell me that Franco was coming to pick us up and go to the mall. We had plans to go to their friend, Kim's work too. So we went to Pump it up, this huge astro jump arena place (it was pretty awesome). The boys, Chris, Franco,

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Promise me... So, something that i'm not very proud of happened this week. I did something that everyone was pretty mad at me for. As always Chris figured it out... i didn't straight up tell him (if its something embarrassing, he's gotta guess). He told me to promise him it would never happen again. I've promised others before that it wouldn't occur and that i would never let it happen... and of

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Fully productive... not really... So last night was... well... not what i wanted it to be i guess. I really want to hang out with Chrissy and Emily last night, for the first time in a long time. I miss them. They decided to bail on me. I was stuck at home for 4 hours with my evil mother. Then chris finally called me and asked if i wanted to go out to dinner. So i went over to Mandre's to meet up

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Ripping my hair out... I'm stuck at home for the first time in a while... I HATE IT. I'm stuck alone with my mother, the evil witch. I can't help but want to blast off from here. AHHH. damn. She keeps giving me the third degree on shit, like where i'm going and shit. I'm going out with friends. And she's like, who friends, i say their names... and SHE KEEPS GOING. Who's Elyse? Who's Andy? WHAT

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Christmas Wish List I have all i want already, but it doesn't hurtto get more! :) bolded items are already taken care of Scurvey purse Guess bracelet scurvey pjs Urban outfitters gift certificate Urban outfitters wrap watch Argile socks (but a girl can never have enough socks) New shoes Cardigans Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Garden State (coming out on Dec 28th) The OC DVD Band Of

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I'm losing you I'm losing all control Just let me be Who doesn't love those days where ur chin starts to tremble and the tears start to flow... i don't. I'm very somber and melancholy. I think of the days when Shelby used to come up and say, "Why so glum, Chum?" i can't help but wintz at the memories of the things that used to depress me. But now, i have real reason to be sad. I have made a

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Maybe i'm just asking for too much. Maybe i don't deserve what i wish for. Maybe i'm just not good enough to care for. It hurts and it sucks to have to ask for simple things. I'd rather be paid a visit rather then receive something of material value. I'd rather get a meaningful kiss then a bouquet of rroses. I'd rather ... but thats all asking too much...

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My secret... So apparently i'm losing weight. I can vouch for myslef. I found a pair of pants that i never tried on but bought, and i put em on, they were far too big. But yea, Erick was all wondering how i'm losing it. Honest to God, my secret is... I HAVE NO IDEA

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50 questions Erase, my answers and put in your own. THEN REPOST 1. What is your name?: Antoinette S Cope 2. What color underwear are you wearing now?: underwear? haha Black 3. What are you listening to right now?: Kelly Clarkson- Since You've Been Gone (shut up) 4. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number?: 42 5. What was the last thing you ate?: Kool Aide Tropical Fruit Punch 6. If

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Differences So, yesterday Chris and i were at Elyse's house just hanging out. The boys and the girls were segregated and the girls were just talking. We were mainly talking about a certain couple in the group and Elyse rings up Chris and I. She was just like, you guys are so cute, and all that nice stuff. We talked about some stuff that i didn't even realize, mostly because i had no idea and i

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Hey... Dad... Hey, Dad. Hi What time are you getting home tomorrow? Early. I don't have work tomorrow. Why? Ohh. Just wondering cause I wanted you to meet someone. Ohh yea. Who? My boyfriend. Ohhh. Ohkay. Yea i'll be home early... ... ... My baby isn't my baby anymore. Aw Dad. I'm still your baby. But yea. I think you'll like him... He play golf... You should play golf with him. Yea? We'll see.

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testing shit out

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They say "I Love You" But do they know what they say That if you love someone You love them in every way It's not just a feeling But I don't think it's what words can describe And the feelings that it does leave Can't be erased by something you prescribe Thick and thin Through and through It's the promise to be loyal, faithful, committed, Saying that I'll always be here for you It's the way you

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"Baby, do u ever get bored with me?" "... no... i don't think so" Knowing little things like that make me happy. Right now, life is so good. Happiness wells in my heart, every single inch of me tingles with delight, a new refreshing brightness has been brought to my smile, i look and feel more alive, everything is just wonderful... and despite it all, i'm scared shitless. So many of my dreams

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Scale... When i spend time with Chris i wonder how much he loves me. I compare things that i do to the things he does, i compare the way he reacts to certain topics, i compare the way he loves me to the way i love him. I can't help but think, i am so much more in love with him then he knows. It's so hard to read his reactions and thoughts with certain things, merely cause he doesn't communicate

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The boyfriend... theres so many things running through my head right now, and i'm just so lost in it all. I'm so overwhelmed with it all that i just end up crying and being sad all the time, merely cause i don't know what to do with it all. The two things that just keep re-emerging in my head are the parental units and college. I guess i'll start with the frusterating part... the parents.

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Comparison... So i was pondering just now and i was comparing the way i planned out my life when i was a year younger to how i plan it now. Things have changed so much and all of a sudden i want thing and i want to be things i never would even imagine being. I have an idea set as to where i want to go, how i want my life to be, what i want to be.. and when i say, what i want to be, i don't just

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The most amazing person i know... is Christopher John Pearson. In case u'd like to know, i have the most amazing boyfriend in the world. He'll do anything to make me happy ::even if he owed it to me... it was a big deal either way::. The things he does shows me he loves me, even if he does it with a frown... i suppose i could give him that privilege. I'm thankful to him for being such a

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bored 1. What is your name? Antoinette Supelana Cope... Annie, An-Knee, the Annster 2. What color pants are you wearing? Green PJ pants 3. What are you listening to right now? Bobby Caldwell - Open Your Eyes 4. What is the last thing you ate? a biscut 5. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? GREEN 6. What is the weather right now? really fucking cold 7. Last person you talked to on the

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Soul Mates is this not the cutest cartoon???

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I'mma Fuck Up So you sail away into the unknown Stay away he said Don't ever come back home Cry away the days that last so long All alone Just stay away Stay away Weakened from the pain that he left inside your heart Fallin' in the rain cause your whole life has fall'n apart //Rufio - She Cries Don't worry, Chris and i are still good... I know the song is really about a girl who gets beaten by

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Slacking off I have the worst case of senioritis! it's so bad i'm barely doing my college apps!!! AKKKK. man, i swear... ohh well off to do that.

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Slacking off I have the worst case of senioritis! it's so bad i'm barely doing my college apps!!! AKKKK. man, i swear... ohh well off to do that.

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Slacking off I have the worst case of senioritis! it's so bad i'm barely doing my college apps!!! AKKKK. man, i swear... ohh well off to do that.

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Some day my prince will come Some day we'll meet again And away to his castle we'll go To be happy forever, i know Today was an okay day. I had some dips but i'll get to that a little later. For the most part today was good. A big smile was brought to my face cause i got to see Christopher nice and early this morning. Just seeing him makes me so very very happy. We went to Best Buy for the sale

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Thanksgiving... Today is Thanksgiving, can i be anymore excited, absolutely, but i'm always pretty calm on thanksgiving. Everyone is always so excited to fill their stomachs to the brim with Turkey, ham, and mashed potatos, but i always seem to be the exception. I never eat very much, in fact, half of the time i don't eat much at all, usually less than a regular day. My brother says i'm weird

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This is lame... God this site is lame. No one reads it, no one likes it, no one posts comments, it's USELESS. It's really pretty God damn pathetic how lame this thing is. I mean, people get posts on their xangas and their chatter boxes all the God damn time... No, i get two on my birthday. GREAT! I mean DAMN, my best friends don't even comment, MY BOYFRIEND DOESN'T EVEN COMMENT! CONFIRMATION:

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Blah blah blah... So u know what its like to be super fuckin bored and u just dont know what to do with yourself? Well i know exactly what its like, why u may ask... because i'm super fucking bored. Of course i could go to sleep, by why sleep when theres so much energy to burn. blah blah blah... i just blab. Emily, chrissy, and i hung out today as a birthday hang out thing para mi. It was tons

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These are some of my pics from Disneyland. These are the ones from my cell phone. i'll get some more up when i get my camera developed. ADIOS!

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left to right:Me & Josh, Me & Jeff, Me & Meaghan Me & Katie

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I miss her So this was around the time that my aunt passed away two years ago. I always get kinda depressed around this time. She influenced me so much while i was growing up. She took care of me when i was young. She was my source of happy faces and good times when i was younger. Of course she had her flwas but that made her human. I remember when i was growing up i got sick while i was in

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Nerves I pinched a nerve again. I say.. DAMN. my back feels like it was stabbed or like theres a big huge freakin needle sticking in my back. IT HURTS. Man Ohh man. well yea, i decided to take the day off because i didn't want to screw myself over for Arcadia. There's no way i'm sitting out of arcadia, my last tournament... ever. yea. So last night was when i crapped up my back. My last

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Birthday Wishes My birthday's coming up and i'm scared to see who forgets. That's what i hate about being me and my birthday, i'm not one of those popular girls, where every single somebody knows what day my birthday is... Not that i want to be a Kirsten or a Carly or a Nadia, but it would be nice for some of my friends to remember, ya know? I've only been so lucky to carry a bouquet of flowers

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Happy 21st Birthday Chris!

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truely loven it You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to liking that You ask how my day was You've already won me over in spite of me And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole You're so much braver than I gave you credit for That's not lip

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Am i existent? Sometimes i wonder how much i really mean to anyone. I mean to be totally honest, what would it matter if i disapeared off this earth anyway. It would make for one less obstacle for every single person, 1 less hastle for everyone, and one less eyesore. It's dont receive any recognition for anything i do, for being the loyal friend and/or girlfriend i am, for being the shoulder for

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Birthday List So i guess it's time to post the ever so exciting birthday wish list! haha. I'm already getting calls about what i want, so i suppose the list is in demand. If u decide to get me something and u dont want someone getting a duplicate for me, give me a holler so i can update my list. Birthday Wish List -New Socks... Argile or anything Volcom/hurley... like the kewl ones katie got me

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let me shoot myself... So right now i'm pretty fucking stressed out. I got so much shit on my plate and it's really fuckin ridiculous. I think i'm just really fucking disapointed that i failed my AP calc test... u'd think that after a year of this calc shit i'd do better at it the second time around... NO. i got another fucking "Annie, Plesae see me" on my test. can u believe that. If i fail

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Tune it out... So i still believe that My Space is the devil. It has only caused problems for me... yea it's a pain in the ass. It makes me feel guilty and shity and bitchy... how much worst can it get? Well u know how Chris and i worked everything out? well one of the things he said he would do was take down this picture that really bothered me. There's meaning behind this picture for him and

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Worked Things Out... So, u know how lately i was kinda on the upset side when it came to Chris, well things are better again. At first when we were hanging out yesterday(he went wit me to party City and Toys R Us) i was still really upset, i was really somber and monotone and standoffish. Then we went to Wendy's for dinner, i wasn't really all that hungry, i just wanted to spend time with him,

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Bloggin Well, i've been blogging a lot... especially over the last couple days, although u haven't seen all of the blogs... i like the whole "Save as Draft" Button... It's like the difference between public and private posts... Mt. Carmel Tourny Today is MC. We had a shitty ass performance at last night's football game, but i blame it on the 4 and a half hour rehearsal. Anyway, yea, hopefully

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Why am i crying? It's amazing how one thing can alter the emotions u feel... right now, i must say, i've never felt so shitty, ever. Thank you.. for making me feel like i'm the only one that matters... isn't bullshit great.

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1. What time is it? 10:16 pm 2. What is your name? Antoinette Supelana Cope 3. Name on birth certificate? Look above 4. Do you have a nickname? Annie, the Annster 5. Number of candles on last birthday cake? 16... too bad i probably didn't have a cake and my birthday party most likely sucked 6. Do you have any tattoos? If so, how many? No. i'm under age and i'm not willing to pay

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Did it ever occur to you...? I'm kinda pissed... cause i wrote an entry during Human Bio today when i wasn't doing anything... and it didn't publish. whattah bitch. I'm so angry and confused and stupid. There's a load of emotions spinning around my head. I'm pissed and sad. I feel pretty worthless and neglected. It's like when i'm around the person everything is just fine, i get caught up in

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Far Too Melodramatic i guess i've been having mood swings. I dunno. I think i'm just being stupid and i'm pretty sure i'm correct when i assume that, but i dunno. I gotta lotta shit going on. Some people and things are getting farther and farther away from me, and honestly theres nothing i can do about it. I'm stressed out with school. I'm always really tired now a days, sometimes i wish i could

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Update Haven't actually said anything lately. i've kinda just been posting pics. well, i guess i should tell u whats goin on. Well those pics, down below, are pics from Sunday. Chris and I went to Kailah's (Franco Garcia's Niece) 3rd birthday party. It was just a themed house party. Chris got her a Cinderella costume for halloween and i got her a Disney Princess Sing A Long tape along with a

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Chris & Azsalee This beautiful little girl is Kailah. i love these pics... they're all SOOOOOO adorable here's some more

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How its goin So some pretty siick shits been goin on... and some crap too... hmm lets start off with the suck ass part Broken Home I guess it pretty much revolves around the one thing i seem very ashamed of but deep down inside i'm the biggest lover of it. Band. Well to begin with these rehearsals before tournaments are RIDICULOUS. I mean 2 hour rehearsals before a tournament (which is going to

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My newphew... This is my beautiful newphew, Tyler Burke Ostonal, at 3 months old... look, he already knows where to stick his hand at night! hahahaha

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I trust you... First things first... i have to say sorry to Chris... Sorry for ever doubting you, I love you. Well, now that i've done that i guess i should get on with this thing. I made a mistake yesterday... well it was really a mistake that's been running on for quiet a while. I questioned a lot of things that were happening and that were being said and i based it all off of nothing. I was

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Crackin down... Into your heart I'll beat again Sweet like candy to my soul Sweet you rock, And sweet you roll Lost for you, I'm so lost for you Oh, and you come crash into me And I come into you And I come into you In a boy's dream In a boy's dream Touch your lips just so I know In your eyes, love, it glows so I'm bare-boned and crazy... for you. //dave matthew's band - crash into me So

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Looking in your eyes, I see a paradise. This world that I found is too good to be true. Standing here beside you, I want so much to give you This love in my heart that I'm feeling for you. //the starting line - nothings gonna stop us now

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